Hate feelings sometimes!

Some days are worse than others.  I've always been a very sincere friend & have expected the same. It just feels like at times I'm the forgotten one.  Weeks upon weeks.  When I make friends, honest to God true friends, it's for a lifetime as long as they don't use me for their personal gain & hurt others (that's really hard to forgive).  I want to know about their lives, feelings, and everything. And, I want them to want to know about mine. But, maybe that isn't possible, maybe it's too much.  I however know I have my one constant, Kelly. A girl just sometimes needs a girlfriend to talk, complain, cry, or just bs with. 

    Oh, I am just not great at keeping up with blogging...  I like it, but dang!  Last week I completed my first two classes and have started two new ones.  Finishing up I was a little worried about my last paper because it called for a certain number of words and I was a little shy of meeting that requirement.  But, I did answer all the questions and felt like if I just put more words in it would take away from the work.  Anyway, I got my grade today on that paper and I made a 100!  I was so excited!  I ended up with a 97.9 in that class.  Haven't gotten my final paper grade with the other class yet, but I had a 100.  My current class seems it's going to be a challenge, but I am looking forward to taking it on.  
    Alright, so something to talk about...  We've watched some shows on television and I have to say I do NOT understand how some people put their children through some of the things they do.  It is so obvious that parents push their kids because it is what they want and not necessarily what the kids want.  I love my children and want the world for them, but I will never push them so much that they end up not even liking me.  Okay, enough of that... something good!  The show Double Divas, which airs on Lifetime, is becoming one of my favorites.  Those two ladies are amazing and truly have a deep desire to help women.  How great to share that!  
   Okay, me... Nope haven't been doing very good lately.  I have been trying to eat better and less, but the exercising is not been happening.  I WANT to but making myself, I am just not there.  Some way I am going to find my motivation!  I don't want to look like a fatty come summer time.

  For the last few month of 2012 I was in a total FUNK!  Well, it's time to get back to ME!  I haven't been exercising like I should in a long time and this weight NEEDS to go back to where it came from.  I procrastinated all week, but today I got out and went walking in the 24 degree temperature.  Haven't ever really gotten into the zumba thing, but I have been thinking I might give it a try.  It is time to take care of me again!

  Baseball practice has started and that will occupy Tuesday evening for an hour and Saturday morning for 2 hours.  Super excited!  They gave us a couple fundraisers to help with the cost!  YAY...   It's not too terribly expensive, but it certainly isn't cheap.